So I will probably blog some more.
Interesting weekend to say the least. My car died on the way here. Once. Praise the Lord it was only once.
My car was completely dead this morning. No turn-over. Just dead. So I got a ride. Spent the day with my girlfriend and her family after church. Was fun. We went to a nature park and took a trail: her two sisters tagged along, or rather ran in front.
And then we were sitting on the couch looking at pictures. Her dad came in, and decided to tell us I had to go in 20 minutes and that Mrs. Onasch would give me a ride. We were sitting close. Too close. Side by side if you will. I had to go outside and talk to Mr. Onasch b/c if we were sitting that close at the house what do we do when we go for walks? Yeah, good going. It wasn't that either of us really sat close on purpose. Maybe that's a bad sign? We started looking at pictures. . .bleh!
I'm frustrated. I love her. She loves me. She loves her family. I love most her family. I hate rules in general. I hate rules I think are unreasonable. If it was only the unreasonable rules then I might put up with it. But it is a bit more, and it is the fact that I don't see any possible way (aside from a miracle) that her dad gives me permission to marry her any time soon. That's it. When that happens the whole thing goes *BANG* So, in my normal impatient efficient attitude I think that if its going to happen why must we prolong it? Of course the answer is that I may be wrong. If I'm wrong then blowing the boat up would be a dumb idea. Can't self-destruct the ship without being 100% sure that is what needs to be done. Picard had a hard time doing it with the borg in control. . . . . . . . . . ./sigh.
I think I need a release. WoW does not sound like what I need. Idk.
I need someone to tell me that things are fine. . . .no, no, I don't. I can get that if I call someone. I have heard it plenty. What do I need? I was sure I learned the lesson I needed to from my car breaking down yesterday. Wake up this morning, and find my car dead. So, new lesson, or didn't I learn anything? Maybe I just identified it, maybe I didn't apply it.
I don't know. . . . . . . .I think I'm going to try to get some reading done this week....wait, if I get my car fixed. If I still have a girl friend. If I don't have to come back to MI. If the house doesn't catch fire and my books burn. . . . .if the Lord wills, I will get some reading done this week. Maybe write a paper or two......no, definitely not two, but hopefully one.
AUGPHAUHAUGUHAGUHAGUHAGUHAGUHAGUHAGUHAGAGAGUHAGUHAGUHDGUHUDGUDHGUAUOGDAGAGDAUHOUHODAGHOUDAGUHODAGDAGDAGHAG!!!!!
That's what I needed. . . sorta. I can never do that out loud. It just doesn't work that way. I could get on my twink and kill a bunch of noobs and not care about the flag and just kill em over and over.
I could go for a run. I could. . .pray. I could go to bed. I need jumper cables. I'm going to sign out. I'm going to look for jumper cables, and then read a bit. ttyl.
About Me
- David
- Tampa, FL, United States
- God has blessed me with a beautiful wife and a precious daughter. I teach high school math at a Christian school, and I am working towards my MA in Biblical Studies. I come from a strong bough of conservatism. I think a lot. I talk little. I am highly opinionated. I attempt to base each opinion on Scripture. I often think in black and white terms. I fear being stubbornly wrong. I reform when necessary. My blog has been my online journal for a few years now. Ideally, you should be able to see a process of maturation in my blogging. I write what I think, and when I write, I try not to care if what I write might be offensive or considered nosy by those who might be reading. Yet, I am aware that this is not a private journal, and often I do not write for me, but because I want to convey things. I do not use this medium to lecture those that I assume to be reading, but I desire to convey things that I believe are missing. When I discover it, I want to share it. I want to learn. I regret my ignorance. I think we forget Christianity is a relationship with Christ and not a set of rules.
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4 comments:
"If I still have a girl friend."
????? Settle down. Parents making rules have no connection to how much she loves you (which you say she does). So when the parents step in, give them respect, but don't get all flabbergasted. Seriously, take a breath; if you're this weak-kneed (is that a word? over something like this, I feel bad for her.
About marriage, that's her decision, not her father's. The whole point is she leaves her father and mother to be married. Certainly, you both want his blessing, but parents have been known to stand in the way of God's will before.
Follow-up: As far as the parents are concerned, this relationship is probably very, very early. So no, you can't get their blessing yet. In their mind, you've seen her three times or something. I wouldn't give my blessing at that point, if that's what I thought (as a father). Again, I think you just need to calm down, and take things a little slower.
yeah, well, i was just frustrated last night. im better today.
Frusrtration is the bain of guy/girl relationships. To bad but thats the way it is. Parents for all practical purposes think you are a criminal when you date, oh excuse me court their daughter. Unless they think you are threating the little sisters; who will tell mom and dad about anything you do when the are around. If you are to never be alone than whats his problem. Does he forget his own rules or what? Sounds like he does not have a clue and with that in mind tread softly!!
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